Right Endeavour
J. KRISHNAMURTI
In
the midst of great confusion and strain we are caught up
in the struggle for success and security, and so have lost the deep feeling for
life, the true sensibility which is the essence of understanding. We admit
intellectually that there is exploitation, cruelty, but somehow there is not
that comprehension which leads to drastic action and change. True and vital
action can spring only from a comprehensive and intelligent view of life.
There
is every conceivable form of exploitation in man’s social, religious, and
creative activities.
We
see man living on man, making others work for his own
personal gain and advantage, buying and selling for his own benefit and
ruthlessly seeking and establishing his own personal security. There are class
distinctions with their antagonisms and hatreds. There are distinctions in
work. One kind is regarded as superior and another inferior, one type is
despised and another is praised. It is a system of competition and ruthless
elimination of those who are, perhaps, less cunning,
less aggressive, and who have not had the fortunate opportunities of life.
We
have racial pride and national prejudices which often lead us to war, with all
its horrors and cruelties. And even the animals do not escape from the
cruelties of man.
Then
we have the exploitation by religions, with their cruelties, the competition
between faiths, with their churches, gods and temples. Each system of belief
and faith is maintaining its own divine right, its own certainty to lead man to
the highest, and the individual loses that true religious experience which is
not encumbered with beliefs and dogmas of organized religion. There is
systematized superstition in the name of reality, the instilling and
maintaining of fear with its assertions and doctrines. Thus there is confusion
of beliefs, ideals and doctrines.
And,
in the field of creative work, there is an immense gap between creative
expression and the art of living. In that creative work there is personal
ambition, self-conceit and competition, producing a superficial reaction which
is often mistaken for creative expression and fulfillment.
In
this civilization we are forced, whether we like it or not, by a system which
each individual has helped to create, to live without deep fulfillment, and few
escape from its cruelties. In every avenue of life there is confusion, misery,
and every one as a social and religious entity is caught up in this machine of
exploitation and cruelty. Some are conscious of this process, with its sorrow,
and although they recognize its ugliness, they continue in the old habits of
thought and action, saying to themselves that they
must perforce live in this world. There are others who are
wholly unconscious of this system of misery.
When
you begin to examine the various ideas that are put forth
for the solution of man’s misery, you will perceive that they
divide themselves into two groups: one which maintains that there must be
complete social reorganization of man, so that exploitation,
acquisitiveness and wars may cease; the other which asserts and lays emphasis
on the volitional activities of man.
To
lay emphasis on either is erroneous. Social reorganization is obviously
necessary. But if you critically examine this idea of organizing man and his
expression, you will perceive, if you are not carried away by its superficial
assurances of immediate results of security and comfort, that
in it there are many grave dangers. The mere creation of a new system can again
become a prison in which man will be held, only by different dogmas, ideas and
creeds.
There
are those who maintain that we must put bread first,
and other things vital to man will then rightly follow. That is, they maintain
that there must be control of environment and through this man will come to his
true fulfillment. This exclusive emphasis on bread frustrates its own purpose,
for man does not live by bread alone.
So
then, which shall we emphasize, the inner or the outer? Shall we begin first
from the outer, by controlling, directing, and dominating; or shall we lay the emphasis on the inner process of man? To emphasize
the one or the other destroys its own end. To divide man into the outer and the
inner is to prevent the true comprehension of man. To understand the problem of
class distinction, wars, exploitation, cruelties, hatreds, acquisitiveness, we
must discern man as a whole, and from that point of view consider his
activities, desires, and fulfillment.
To
regard man as merely the result of environment or of heredity, to lay emphasis
only on bread and discard the inner process, or to concern oneself entirely
with the inner and discard the outer, is wholly erroneous, and this must ever
lead to confusion and misery. We have to comprehend man as an integral whole,
not as an entity with separative functions, as those
of a worker, a citizen or a spiritual being, but as an interdependent and
interacting, complete being. We must have the insight to know that ignorance of
our own being is the previous condition of all sorrow and conflict. As long as
we do not comprehend ourselves–the hidden and the conscious–then
whatever we may do, in whatever field of activity, we must inevitably create
sorrow.
This
comprehension of oneself–that is, of the process of the
building up of the ‘I,’ with its ignorance, tendencies and cravings–must become
actual and not remain theoretical. It can only become actual, real to
you, if you discern and comprehend through experimentation that the process of
ignorance can be brought to an end. With the cessation of ignorance–ignorance
ever being the lack of comprehension of oneself and the ‘I’ process–there is reality and the bliss of enlightenment.
There
are two kinds of experience, that of wish and that of actuality. But to
experience the actual, the real, the experiences of wish must cease. The
experience of wish is the mere continuance of separative self-consciousness and
this prevents the comprehension of actuality. Although you may think that you
are experiencing the actual, you are really experiencing your own wishes, and
these wishes become so real, so concrete, so definite,
that you take them for actuality. The experience of wish continues to create
division and conflict.
What
are the results of the experiences of wish? They are the coverings or masks that
we have developed through our own volitional activities, based on fear and the
search for security, the security of the here with its acquisitiveness or of
the hereafter with its hopes and longings, the security of opinion, beliefs and
ideals. These masks and coverings, the product of the volitional activity of
craving, continue the beginningless process of the
‘I,’ that consciousness which we call individuality. As long as these masks
exist there cannot be the comprehension of the real, the actual.
You
will ask: How can I live, exist, without any craving or wish? You ask this
question because for you this conception is only theoretical, and as you have
not experimented, you have not proved to yourself its validity, its actuality.
If you experiment, you will perceive that you can live without craving,
integrally, completely, actually, and so comprehend reality, the beauty and the
fullness of life. Whether you can live, work and create without craving,
wishing, can be discovered not by another for you but only by yourself.
So
long as the process of re-forming the ‘I’ continues through the experiences of
wish, there must be confusion, sorrow and friction from which the mind tries to
escape into the search after immortality or other comfort and security, thus
engendering the process of exploitation. With the cessation of all experiences
of wish, which sustains separative individuality, there is the nameless,
immeasurable reality, bliss. To be able to experience reality, you must be free
of all the masks which you have developed in the struggle for acquisition, born
of craving.
These
masks do not conceal reality. We are apt to think that by getting rid of these
masks we will find reality, or that by uncovering the
many layers of want we will discover that which is hidden. Thus we are assuming
that behind this ignorance, or in the depths of consciousness, or beyond this
friction of will, of craving, lies reality. This
consciousness of many masks, of many layers, does not conceal within itself
reality. But as we begin to comprehend the process of development of these
masks, these layers of consciousness, and as consciousness frees itself from
its volitional growth, there is reality. Our conception that man is divine but
limited, that beauty is concealed by ugliness, wisdom buried under ignorance,
supreme intelligence hiding in darkness, is utterly erroneous. In discerning
how through this beginningless ignorance and its
activities there has arisen the ‘I’ process and in
bringing that process to an end, there is enlightenment. It is an experience of
that which is immeasurable; which cannot but is.
How
is one to discern this beginningless ignorance with
its volitional activities? How is one to bring about its end? How can one
become deeply thoughtful, integrally aware of the process of consciousness with
its many layers of tendencies, cravings, hatreds and desires? Can any
discipline or system help one to recognize and end this process of ignorance
and sorrow?
By
experiment you will perceive that no system, no guide and no discipline can
ever help you to discern this process or bring ignorance to an end. You need an
eager, pliable mind, capable of direct discernment in which there is no choice.
But as your mind is prejudiced, divided in itself, it is incapable of true
discernment. As you are prejudiced you have to become aware of that fact before
you can begin to discern what is actual and what is
illusory. To discern, there must be awareness. You must become aware of the
movement of your thought and its activity. Whatever you do, do it with the
fullness of mind and you will perceive that in this awakening process, many
hidden and subtle thoughts and cravings are revealed. When the mind is no
longer bound by choice, there is the experience of actuality. For choice is based
on wish, and where there is wish there cannot be discernment. By right effort
of awakened interest, the beginningless process of
ignorance, with its self-sustaining activities, is brought to an end. It is by
right endeavour that the mind, freeing itself from its own self-created fears,
tendencies and cravings, is able to discern the real, the immeasurable.
Question:
I have lost all the enthusiasm and zest in life that I once had. I have
sufficient for my material needs, yet life is now to
me a purposeless and empty shell, an aching existence which drags on and on.
Would you put forward some thoughts which might possibly aid me in breaking
through this sphere of apparently hopeless void?
Krishnamurti: One loses enthusiasm or the zest for life when there is no fulfillment. As long as one is merely a slave to a system, or trained merely to fit into a particular social mould or to adjust oneself thoughtlessly to an established mode of conduct, there cannot be fulfillment. In merely responding to a reaction and thinking that it is the full expression of one’s being, there must be frustration; and where there is frustration, there must be emptiness and suffering.
If
one is deeply conscious of frustration, then there is some hope, for it creates
such misery and discontent that one is forced to strip oneself of the many
tendencies which one has developed through craving, and free oneself from the
illusions and impositions of opinion. This demands right effort, for it is
necessary to break away from the old, established custom of thought and action.
Where there is frustration, there must be emptiness, an aching void and
suffering; but to fulfill is arduous, it needs deep comprehension and an alert
mind-heart.
Question:
Is not desire for security rather a natural instinct, like that of
self-protection in the presence of danger? How then can we get over it, and why
should we try to?
Krishnamurti:
The search after security indicates frustration and the gnawing of constant
fear. Intelligence, which has no concern with the conception of security,
arranges the well-being of the whole and not merely of the particular. Now,
each one is individually seeking his own security and
is thus creating confusion and misery. Each one is concerned about himself, seeking his own individual security here and in the
hereafter, and is thus ever coming into conflict with another who is also
pursuing his own end. So there is constant friction, antagonism, hatred and
strife. Intelligence alone can arrange humanely the necessities of life for
all.
This
is actuality, and to experience it you must discern the true significance of
security. If you consider it deeply, you will perceive that this idea of
seeking security has no lasting value, here or in the hereafter. This has been
proved over and over again during upheavals. But in spite of it, each one
pursues his own security and so continues to live in
constant fear and confusion. Where there is no search for security, there alone
can be the bliss of the real.
–Reprinted from Triveni, October 1937.