WHAT
IS MEDITATION?
M. Bhimasen
Rao?
Meditation is
not a job to be done, a work to be performed as one does one’s professional
duties.
All
activities of life are in the nature of a function of the personality or
individuality. To a large extent they
are extraneous to one’s own nature.
That is the reason why most people complain of fatigue after work and at
times they get fed up with work altogether.
Meditation is not such a function. Nor is it an activity in the usual sense of
the term. It completely differs from
activities whether secular or scared with which man is familiar. Yet, we often hear some people saying that
they are tired of meditation as though it is a work done. In such a case we have only to conclude that
one has actually never entered the sphere of meditation. One must have lost oneself in inattention
and unconsciously indulged in another kind of mental activity wandering in the
world of imagination and fantasy dissipating one’s precious energy. It is exactly that dissipation which is
responsible for the feeling of either boredom or tiredness.
One must
carefully see the distinction between one’s being and the flickers of
action that arise from the equipmental function of the personality. What gives the sense of fatigue is the
restless activity of the material vehicle.
Unfortunately this is superimposed upon the being due to the lack
of clarity in the perception and understanding..
Being is the
essential nature of oneself. We cannot
be tired of ourselves. We are not a
burden unto ourselves. Where is the
question of any tiresomeness in the infinite Being or self that we are
in Essence?
Work or
activity presupposes want and seeking to fulfil. In that there can be boredom, fatigue, etc. But all work is extraneous to our true
nature. Work is not intrinsic to our
being which is ever perfect. Meditation
is just the silent art of abiding in one’s own being. In this sense it is not an action that can be repeatedly
practised as a routine affair.
So, if
meditation is not an action, the question that looms large is: Is it possible
to bring oneself to a state of complete ‘inaction’? For, meditation connotes
the ending of all seeking to become something different from one’s own being. It is just ‘To Be’– pointing to a state of
absolute stillness, silence and poise.
If one likes, one may call it a state of UNACTIVITY.
Surely, such
an “unactive” state of stillness and quiescence can come upon one most
naturally and spontaneously, when the whole psychological mechanism assiduously
built up and prodded on every moment by the ego goes in to abeyance; that is,
when the movement of the accumulated dross of VASANAS or the psychological junk
existing as past experience - knowledge - memory – desire – thought – will
–emotion – and – action completely ceases to operate. What is needed to accomplish this state is nothing but
intelligent observation and understanding of the whole movement of the
psychological process.
If, on the
other hand, meditation is reduced to another form of activity of the mind or an
exercise of routine practice, one must remember that it would fall again
outside the nature of one’s being.
And so, one shall not only be tired of it but also be sick of it since
it would impose itself as a foreign element upon one’s being or true
nature. It is the character of the
essential being to cast out every foreign body by various means.
Meditation,
therefore, is a simple but subtle art of being with one’s own self in silent
quietude, alertness and awareness. One
must be utterly vulnerable and innocent to be drawn into the depths of the
deeper layers of consciousness to contact the very roots of ALL-LIFE. Then comes the wondrous touch of spiritual
healing, the fundamental remedy for all the human maladies.
To be in
meditation implies the dissolution of the ego and its machinations and to come
upon a unique state of enjoying the beauty of Aloneness and Independence. In view of this, one must be very clear that
meditation can never be a state to be sought after with one’s Will and
Wish. It comes upon one in an egoless
state when the entire personality – dynamism is unified and set in the inward
direction of the splendrous effulgence of Being, which is of the nature of Pure
Wisdom and Perfection, Bliss and Beatitude.
To arrive at, and to abide in our true nature is the summum bonum
of human existence.
OM TAT SAT