A DILEMMA

 

GIRIJA KUMAR MATHUR

Rendered from Hindi by Dr. Ravi S. Varma

 

A palpable noise envelopes me

a tangible crowd engulfs me

this dreadful din and

noisome mass make life a midden.

Each convenience makes

me feel stranger

and engrossing engagements

make me a lone traveller.

How to extricate myself

from this dinning crowd and awful loneliness?

 

Alleys are all blind

and majority has diseased mind

the drunken humanity

sways with frenzy wild.

The villainous are crowned as heroes

and the virtuous condemned as cowards

the few that are honest and upright

are tightly bound in mighty chains.

How to overthrow

this shamming faith and deceptive assurance?

 

All arguments are unsound

and conclusions all unkind

skeletons arrayed in a row and

draped in raiment of faith.

The intellects invalid

watch them agape, moonstruck.

How to pierce through

argument and dispel ignorance?

 

God resides in everyone

but has shrivelled into a craven pansy

and the beast in us

bloated into a menacing demon.

Each act of godliness

renders us more impotent

and the demoniac

breeds sub-humans galore

How can we call a halt

to the demon treading on the heels of God?

 

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